hiee !!!! its has been days when i post my last post ... hmm ... nowadays not realli in the mood ...

anyway ... now got mood to rite le ^__^ ... today is a special day ...
1) lingxuan and cat cum me hse and study ... but .... hai ... (further details below)
2) next week is a CA week ...
3) got scolding frm my ma (further details below)
4) slept for 6 hours and i'm not tired ... haha ...
5) discovered how WEAK my A maths is !!!! -0- .. hai


LST : frens came over ...

hmm ... at first i thought it will be quiet good that they come over and we will be diff frm others , study instead of being distracted by other things ....

after they came , we settled down for rd 1 hour , tok bout amaths Qs .... goin quiet well ... then we stop and then .... ... ........ ...... . ......... ....... .....

I NO MOOD TO TOK LE LAR !!!! BROKEN BY MY MOTHER !!!!! ARGGHH !!

hai .... we shld not hav played mahjong !!!! T-T ... sorry frenx .... i tink u all can't cum my hse le ... till o levels bah .... is jus onli a game lor ... then she there nag like hell ... say wat , "u tis yr olevel le lei !!! u wan to .... " i hate her expression on her face !!! damnit shit !!! .... T-T .... everytime i get scolding , my whoel body every every tight .... even my lungs .... i can't breathe properly ... or shld i say ... no matter hw i breathe , i can't make myself relax .... i felt veri very tight ..... i can't stand tis feeling .... I HATE IT !!!!

i said i wanna go community center to play badminton .. .that time islike , i felt that i'm realli damnit tight up with my hmwk ... and i can't relieve teh stress ... but after having the PE lesson of badminton , i felt better ... soo is aid i wanna go play badminton at community center .... but u noe she say wat "u O levels le lei ... dun anyhw run la !!" .... ARGGHHH !!!!! DOES SHE WAN MI TO BURST INFRONT OF HER THEN SHE HAPPY ??!!! ... i not like blaming EVERYTING on her ... but at least give me summ freedom to do sumting , to make me feel happyand relax ... i didn't say that everyting she say is bullshit ... but i noe , i noe tis yr is veri important ... but she can at least give me sum .. ... . ... hai ..... i agree tat the mahjong ting , i'm wrong , i shld not hav play ... but wat u wan me to do ?? 3 of them say wanna play ... dun u noe that there is such thing called INFLUENCE ??? if i say , u hav a veri great chance to relax urslef ... will u give it up ?? or maybe , a chance to make urself happy ... will u give it up .... maybe to adults, they will .. cox of children ... but hey ... u noe wat ??? I'M STILL A TEENAGER !!! of cox , after solving a daMN A maths Q , which i redo for 4 times , still can't get the ans .... i felt tired ....

Aiya ... tell her oso no use ... she will understand mah ??!!!!
she onli noes that STUDY IS GOOD FOR ME , STUDY AND STUDY AND STUDY IS VERI GOOD FOR ME .... STUDY .. STUDY .. STUDY !!!!!!!!

ARGHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I TELL U ... MAYBE SUM DAY , SUM DAY I WILL REALLI BURST OUT INFRONT OF HER ... i dun noe when it will be ... but i noe it will happen !!! IT WILL HAPPEN ...

T-T ... i realli can't stand her sumtimes ... i felt ... i felt that ... i'm like being strangled by her hands .... i can't stand it ... T-T ... 55 .55....


sorrie bout not sayign bout today ... i realli dun hav the mood le ...

hie !!! soo in the high mood now ... haha ... jux came back frm sch , er ... not realli la ... i was released rd 10 bah ... now at hm ^__^ dad fetch me ...

anyway , bout the superteen course ... there is sooo much to say !!!! i dun noe hw to start !!!! omg !!! but its damn nice even though i get pissed off when sumtimes the lecturer teach too fast but i still enjoyed it !!! ^__^

well .... first few hours in the day its all dry ... theroy all the way + sum jokes of course ... then it cums to the end part ..... i dun noe wat that calls but its all about imagination ... !!! sood amnit cool man .... wenjun step out and be the " white hamster" and the lecture name , ken , soo call "hypnotise" him saying his a piece of steel or sumthing like tat ... haha .... then two boys lift him up , the upper part of the body on a chair , legs on another chair ... and u noe wat , middle , nuting at all ... and he supported there without any help..

hm ... then ken continues ... jessie to take off her shoes ... then ken caryy her up and stepped on wenjun !!! STEP !!! then she stood there for rd 4-5 seconds , she came down , of course with the help of ken .... then ken sat on wenjun !!! SAT down !!! with his bout legs up lei !!!! rd 4-5 seconds , he stood up ... then he slowly "de-hypnotise" wenjun ... then he so call "came back" ... haha ... then ken say , " jus now i see u veri striagth soo i try pushing u down ... and u see the bag there " , pointing at vincent's bag , "and i put the bag on u " ... then he was like "0_0 realli" ... of course everybody say no la .... then he was told bout the truth ... haha ...

anyway , its shocking that a person's imagination can control a person's body ... haha ....

then dinner , ate rice blah blah blah +++

then the clossing ceremory cumes ... we keep clapping until most of our hands turn red when the adults arrive ... cox we r told to do soo .. haha .... anyway ... then ernes start saying bout the theroy he taught us to the adults ... then he started toking bout his father ... sad ... jessie cry first ... then when the story cums to the part when he say his father died , i cry then cta oso cry ... then u noe wat ?? huiyi keep telling mi :"dun cry lei ... why cry" .... ahh , u sacre u will be affected and start crying rite ... then dun look at us la .... hw do u expect me to stop my tears ... they are like water flowing lei ... haha .... -.- .... hai ... anyway , we hav the chance to got to ms chia , hug her and say sorry ... and i did .... haha ... i hug ms wang oso .... hmm ... then hug my frens .... blah blah la .... at the end , lester cry ... he say when he hug his mother then he start crying ... T-T .... hao gan dong wor .... haha .... aiya !!! mani ppl cried la.... dun be shy ... but for the guys , be shy .... cox one phrase , lan ren lu xue bu lu lei ... tat mns , man bleed but dun cry .. .aiya !!! sumting like tat la ... haha ^___~ ...

till the end , i shake ernes's hand and hug him ... ok in the fren fren type kk ... when i tell my sis she like "wahh wahh!!!" .... -__-" ..... i really like his lesson ... i enjoyed myself ... ^___^V ...


on top of all this , of course , we canot forget the main reason for this course .... its bout studies ... hmm ... maybe i will start doin my spider grams now ... !!! kambateh !!!


nex time then i tok botu why neva call me parents cum ... ahha .... veri late le !!! @_@ ... gtg sleep !!! bb

hiee ... let me summarize the superteen course today and yesterday ... hmm ... now bcox of all the crying my eyes are like @_@ ... soo painful T-T ....

anway bout yesterday , monday , superteen course :

its quiet dry yesterday ... all the theroy and all that , but alot of "jokes" for us to laugh so to be awake ... haha ... we learnt bout wat is inside human brain , hw to study effectively , spidergram ... hmm .. .at rd the end of the lesson , the lecturer assign us diff chapts to do a spider gram for every grps of 3 ... erm ... his aim is to finish all the subjects that is in o levels ... but many dunw anna participate .. soo he veri pissed off ... poor ting ... but my grp did chemistry on metals ... huge chapt man ...

Bout today :

hmm ... many say that we will cry ... at first i said , i won't cry de la ... but in the end , i came hm with @_@ ...... soo painful now .... hardly can open them man, haha ... at first , the lesson is OK, about speed reading .... hw fast most of us read and after that is "thoughts affect u greatly" then here cums the parents issuse tings ... the lecturer tok bout hw hard mother give birht to us ... and BLAH BLAH BLAH .... then almost everybody cried T-T ... soo sadening .... haha ... actaulli we are supposed to be like find ourselves in this practice but in the end , i cried bcox i felt sorry for sumtings i did to my parents and erm ... i'm touched by the lecturer's story ... haha ....

after all tis , we hav hmwk , write a letter to the person in the frame ... i oso dun noe wu they saying when some of my frens say ... "wat u see in the mirror ??? urself la !!! " .. .haha ... then i noe ... lol ...

anyway , lots of thigns to do man !!!! great ... mux redo spidergram -.- .... hai ... nvm .... gtg do work !!! bb

**NOTE**
i still dun regret wat i worte in my previous postes ^__^ ... i still tink that my points is still with me ...

hie ... ok ... after the " toking session " witn my cousin and fren .. thx for everyting ....

anyway ... bout the topic today , i was about to rite this post after watching Kim Sam Soon .... alot of tings to say :

hhmmm . first ... theres is no " forever love " in tis world ... but if there is , they are considered as RARE cases ... u noe why ??? ppltend to fallin love with others when time pass ....and if their age like frm 20-ard32 , they will tend to break up with their partners than go to the other one .... -.- .... cox they think they still got time ... but sum frm rd 35- all the way , they tend to stay in the old relationship without love and these ppl , especially women in this kind of relationship will normally look for money for happiness .... and men ... of course , affairs ... all tis are like the future ...

but about parents ... i asked my own mother ... i ask her ... u love daddy not ?? she say no ... but for us , she mux stay in this relationship .... i was not really touched bout that cox i feel that every parents shld hav responsiblity for their children ... if they dun ... THEY ARE BAD PARENTS , TO GIVE BIRHT TO US IN THE FIRST PLACE ...

well .... back to me ... erm ... i said no such word is bcox , i dun feel loved anymore ... even i noe my parents do LOVE me .... but i can't feelit anymore ..... i hav no feeling towards " LOVE " ... so , i said before , i tnd to look at money ^__^ which is the second thing that make my hapy ... third thign ... play like hell with my frens .... not all ... but sum who realli understand or noe wat i wan or maybe sumtime they oso like wat i like ^__^ ...


memories are jus memories not forever ...

Do you agree with my statment ??? ^_~ .... anyway ....

Adults :

when they tEnd to have a bad mood , they will tend to scold someone wu is younger than them ... am i rite ??? of course they will not scold elderies , unless they are those wu do not respect elders ... while , thats not my prob ... now , here i'm standing at the youngster side .... of course , cox i'm a youngster ......

u youngsters out there !!!! have u been scolded for onli minor things when the ADULTS are having a bad mood ?? i can bid with u almost alll youngster had this experience before .... who dun !!!

Worst !!! some parents who dun really hav education during their time will scold words like "you are stupid ahh !!!" or "why u soo (sa) de" or " #$%#@$ " ..... cox they dun noe wat to say .... understandable .....

As for educated teachers , they would probably so call " GIVE A PIECE OF HER MIND " to us .... while ... sumtimes it is the rite time to do that , but sumtimes its not .....

about i dun noe wats the date , but Ms ___ , shes veri upset with our flag day ting .... ok !!!'i'm not like saying "i neva do wrong lor" .... i noe ... i really slag bout that ..... and u noe wat cums nex ??? she there like vocano expolde .... everybody's expression was like ( - 0 - ) ' ..... neva mind ... ok ....

i tink is probably nex day or sumting like tat , its _maths .... hmm ... welll ... u noe wat happen ??? hmm .... huiyi ask her a question , hmm .... then she use words like "auntie ahh !!!! mux ... blah blah blah ... " then "you never even try ... blah blah blah ... " her tone is like .... i dun noe ..... bad ..... soo u noe wat ????

when huiyi's mood no gd , do u tink my day will be gd too ??? she will like hack care everyting , and her face for the whole day will be like [ -_- ] .... ok .... i'm not saying that she said all these is wrong .... but her tone !!! main ting , is her tone .... why can't she jux use sumting nice ??? isit tat you are still in the bad mood bcox u did not expected that the class top student will sumting like that to dissapoint u ??? omg !!! u adults already said .... ppl make mistakes ..... and didn't she stated that she will do better next time ??? why can;t u jux be more forgiving ??? control ur temper ??? if u wanna burst , buy a punchign bag at hm at punch until u siao , no one cares ... but instead u adults sumtimes unfairly treat us like punching bags when ur moods are not good .... even my mother oso like tat .....

to adults : dun tell mi u neva do it before !!!

sumtimes i really wonder are we here in this world for adults to scold ??? to be the punching bags ???

sumtimes rite ... i really wonder wat do adults tink ... or maybe i dun wan to noe at all .... cox for my own parents i already can't handle ....

anyway ... well .... i want to state sumting before i left .....

******NOTE******
THIS IS MY OWN BLOG , MY ONLINE DAIRY , I CAN RITE MY OWN FEELINGS , THOUGHTS HERE ..... AND IF U DUN LIKE IT , TOO BAD ... ... ...

hie ..!!! long time le hor ... erm ... not long la ... few days onli ... anyway , i will not upfdate daily but weeky , possible ^_^

hmm ..... i regretted last yr slacking soooo much T-T ... now too mani tings to do !!!! ahh !!!! but i still slacking .. haha ... dun noe wat the hell i'm tinking ....

anyway i dun wan to tok bout today la ....

ok .. .for hw many months i neva go eat fast food le .... today i went with cat, lingxuan , dora then we ...... blahblah .... ......

erm ... bout my title : attitude change , mainly is towards my parents ....

i discovered that i'm not that guai liao .... keep saying the opp. tings tat my parents say .... i dun noe wat happen to me .... but i dun feel like following their way or maybe i shld put it like tat , i dun like doing tings for them ... everytime i do tings for them , i will sure do sumting wrong thent hey will sure scold me ....

see ... even now i rite my blog oso against them .... i tink i'm " pan ni " le lei ..... how ahh ??? i try to solve tins prob but i can't !!!! i can't do it !!!! i keep telling myself .... i dun noe la !!!!! i will atuo becum like tat when i speak to them , do tings for them .... i dun noe wat happen to myself !!!!! i tried to be guai but .... i can't accept the tings they wan mi to do .... they keep nagging and nagging !!!! i noe they wan mi gd .... but realli veri irritated la !!!! i already stressed up with the time i hav now and then they r like making more stress up with tis prob !!!! T-T .... mani ppl say i becum pan ni le lei ... hw arr ??? even Lim oso say that !!!!

SIAO ... maybe is the way i tink :
- i tried to talk to them .... but everit ime i see them , i dun feel like even toking bout my sch lif e to them hw am i goin to tak to them eith tis kind of prob ???!!!

[everytime ppl called mi to tok to them !!!! i hate it when they do tat !!!! they will rite under comments :' u can try toking to them ' .... Eng teach , chinese teach ..... why they alll like tat de !!!! but do u ppl noe hw diff is it to do that !!!! maybe i feel that if i tel them bout these , they get hurt and get more angry then thigns get worst then my ma will start crying again saying : whatever she wanna say !!! do u tink that i neva try it ??? i tried !!! but after a few sentence she will start sayign hw we grow up , hw hard she bring us up .... I NOE I NOE !!!! I NOE U BRING US UP !!! BUT NOW WHO IS THE ONE SPEAKING !!!! WHO IS THE ONE WHO IS SAD AT FIRST !!!!WHO IS THE ONE WHO CAME TO U AND TOK !!!! WHY CAN'T U JUX LISTEN !!!! DUN GIVE ANY COMMENTS OPPOSITING ME .... JUX GIVE ME TOK !!!! AND GOT ANYTING TO SAY , TML THEN SAY AND SAY IT IN A NICE WAY !!!! THEN MAYBE I WILL CHANGE BACK .... why can't they jux do that ?? *sobsob*]

- no one understand my life not even my sis ....

- no one will noe my life bcux i can't tell anyone !!! i dun feel comfrotable toking to them ... cox they are close to my parents .... even if they swear they wouldn't tell ... i will still feel uncomfortable ... i wan a person wu i can trust alot ... or not related to me in blood .... like my frens ... but they seem to be like jux frens they always cuts in sumting when i wan to tok bout all tis .....
i jux need one person i'm close with , not in blood but close like frens .... wu would realli listen to me ... and jus listen finish wat i say ...... and jus let me cry .... hope that i can find one ....

- i feel that i realli need time !!!! TIME !!!
[soo stop nagging ard me !!! i noe wat to do with my studies !!!! do u tink that i'm STUPID or sumting like tat !!!!]

maybe u will say i hav the tings i wan ..... erm ... i said before bout bks ... cox its related to study and our future soo she buy for us .... tats all i can say .... and oso .... hp is oso the one ting that i buy usign my results ....

dsic man and everyting : i forgot le but comfrim is frm results
cd : pricless ... all frm pocket money , myself ...
price for results: $150
hp price : $98

for lingxuan , i noe u say before that even hw gd u get ur parents will not award with u anyting .... i agree that ur statues is ... err .... but at least u hav a sis who is at ur side .... my sis ..... dun tok bout her la ... she herself already can't independent le .... she dun even care for me , MOST of the time ....

frm today onwrads , i swear to myself i will try my damn best to study !!!! and i will get gd results ....


**note**
sorrie if i hurt sumone in this post k .... i jux wan to tok bout my views .... i hav no mning of hurting anyone k .... soo dun take it in mind plz ... SORRIE

hie !!! today quiet happi lei !!! ^_^.... erm .. got 20/25 for emaths , 47/50 for physic but 30/50 for chem pratical .. -.- .... erm ... quiet happi with most of the results ...

ok ... today i will jux give a summary of today k .... cox now i got headache .. -0- .... hai ...

anyway , today's geo not veri happi with it .... -.- .hai .... not sure i will score not ... cox when i read the question , i was stuck !!! 0_0 !!! dun noe at to rite ... then after 10-14min then i start riting ... -.- ....

z_z ...veri tire now .... *yawn* ... hai ...no mood to rite le la .. .today damnit bad luk la!!! reach hm at rd 630 .. then tution till 8 , eat dinner then now here .... later i tink i will be doing my chinese hmwk ... tml start studying SS le ... mux start early ^_^ !!!


i hope that i can finish alll my notes by preluim !!! then i mux score !!! then can go chalet !!! ^_^ !!! kambateh !!!


@_@ ... sleepy .... goin to sleep early today, rd 930 bah .... @_@ .....

hie !!! today no test and anyting .... er ... yesterday nite which is tismorning , i total , slept for full 8 hours .. haha ... frm 10 till 6am in the morning !! shok har !!! ... cox yesterday no test ^_^ ...

now we are left with 2 testes : Social Studies and Geo , geo is tml !!! i haven rite finish the note lei !!! by tonite i will finish it ^_^ ... erm .... maybe planing wkend study Social Studies bah ...

Bout today :

hmm... at first is emaths lesson , we played the game ... weird ... anyway , at first i dun noe hw the hell did salleh got 3million over ... hten everybody try to aim " C " so to change with him ... then slowly hazmil oso got million then evrybody start to get million .. haha .... at the end , i tink we got 3000 sumting million haha !!!

then was eng , eng was fine , geoge gave us sweet when we felt sleepy ... then here cums hmwk !!!! we worte two situaitional riting rite .... .then for correction , we need to identify all the verbs frm every sentence and rie it down as correction ... worst part is , mine got one is 5 paragraph !!! the other 7 !!! ahh !!!! T-T ... at first though i will not finish .. ahha ... but at the end , i finish in 130 hours ... ^_~ * .... haha ... i did it during bio lessons ... then is recess .. blah blah blah ....

then till the end , there is no physic lesson today soo i jus stay till rd 430 ... i reach hm at rd 530 ... cox that stupid bus la !!!! before all that , while i was walking with cat, liyun and lingxuan , i told them that after they reach hm , bath finish le ... maybe i still waiting for that damn bus !!! T-T ... hai ... stay soo far for wat -.- ....

anyway ... reach hm , bath , use com , watch Tv now use com again ... later rd 8 i studying le .... i tink till 11 or 12 bah then tml 430 wake up study again ... ^__^ ....


wish mi gd luk tml !! and oso , i wish u all gd luk !!! kambateh !!! ^__^ v



. : mood : . STUDY ALL THE WAY !!! ^______^

ermm ... read alison's blog ^_~ ... same as u , i'm the second child ... i dun hav any younger bro or wat but i hav a older sis ...

its soo damit obvious that my parents are caring more for her then me ... erm ... maybe that they tink i can be independent ?? i dun noe ... they tink they REALLY undersatnd mi alot ... well they DUN ... ok .... sumtimes when some ting happens and is not fair , i understand that parents sumtimes oso got probs, like buy for tis oso mux buy for the other one ...
i understand ... but all tis already made mi feel sad u noe .... of course i noe sumtimes my sis oso felt that i'm better cox i got gd things better than her ... well ... the tings i hav is the tings that i earn ... that i earn frm my results ... SO for fair and unfairness ... i am already damn pissed off .... worst , she has attitude prob .... a little ting scold scold scold ... sumtimes i really can't take it anymore ... i'm tire of crying .... i hate crying now ...

well .... maybe sumtimes i said in my blog i hate my parents , but do i realli hate them ??? i can't ... but i really can't find any happiness when i'm with them ... to me , the onli ting that will pull mi and my parents together is $$$ money $$$ .... when they give me money then i will be happy ... if they suddenly say "i love u" ... siao !!! i will damnit freak out !!! i can't take it de .. haha ... well .... i dun noe whether u watch "i'm not stupid too" .... erm ..... my life is sumting like tat but not that worst la .... onli is that i remember the last time my parents realli praised me is when i was .. er... when ? ... er.... i dun noe ... but i can confrim with u is not in the pass few yrs of my sec sch life .... hmm ... maybe tat is oso one of that bah ....

even though sumtimes my parents show concern to mi .... i'm like numb ... i can't feel anyting already .... but why am i numb ??? i dun noe ... all the bad tings they did to mi jux flow out when i see them in their eyes ... and worst , i dun feel like even noeing that they r concern of me ... i jus love living my own life ... erm ... where they jux provide me with everyting ... then i jux live on like tat ... too bad i'm the second one ??? ok ... maybe they do adore mi in their heart ... but hw am i suppose to noe when they dun hav any action at all .. where else for my sis ... -.- ..... hai .. dun feel like toking ...

parents will say that their children have probs .. well ... u canot blAme all on them rite ??? blame the society !!! why is it soo gd that ppl are asking for more ?? and this cause the naughtyness of us ??

luky !!! i got my frens ... ^_^.... that time when i went out with them to east coast , that was my happiest day of my sec sch life !!!! when i reach hm , i saw my parents ... then iw as tinking .. hw long has it been snice i enjoyed goin out with them ??? but i can comfrim with u that i am realli MUCH MORE happier with my friends then my parents !!!! MUCH MORE !!! and i enjoyed every minute and seconds with them !! ^___^

sum ppl do realli tink that i get watever i wan ... everyting i wan is always related to my results .... i am like studying for my parents so to get theitngs i wan ... ok .. bks .. u noe y ??? cox they r realted to studies ... get it ??? .... they neva ever buy things that is not related to studies FREE ... or buy for mi if i reach my target of results .... all these ?!!! i felt ..... i felt ... .... :x ..... hai ....

hiiee !!!! yesterday emaths test is OK la ... not that difficult ^_^ .... hope tat i can score ...

hmm .... i found out that i slag toooo much during CNY le !!! neva even touch bk -.- .... then now test test all dun noe , blurblur de -.- ... hai ... nex time cannot le !!! mux study early !!

anyway bout today :

morning i 3 am wake up , study physic till 430 like tat then went down and watch Kim Sam Soon ... haha ... actualli my plan is to do and watch ... after watching 1 hour, i decided to give up in amths + physic ... haha .... but luky that nite i did read throught the whole ting ^_^ ...

then here cums the test !!! erm ... hw can i put it ?? i not difficult ... but is wat Mr Lim say , CARELESS !!! -.- .... he keep saying mi telling him i got careless -.- .... hai ... no choice mah !!! u tink i wan wan mah ??? anyway ... i tink i will get 40 above/50 .... but jz got 49/50 le ... haha ... cox his check his ans with mine and those i wrong he oso correct ... gd lor ...

cum to amaths !!! erm .... not much la !!! first Q !! stuck !!! -.- .... dun noe wat happen then skip to nex one then do till Q4 stuck again !!! -.- ... hai ... then after that hy give mi sum advice ... haha !!! then i noe hw to do !!! ^_^ ... but i dun feel quiet happi , cox i didn't do my best T_T ... but the truth is , i nevaa touch amaths tys at all !!! hw am i goin to score !!! anyway ... if tis time i score for amaths .. mux thx hy for her help ^_^ ...

aiming to finish half of geo notes by tonite !!! cox thur got geo test !!! wish me gd luk !!! ^__^ ...





. : moral : .

Liking sumone is not difficult , is TIRING !!! now , to make tings worst , sch work !!! i can't take it anymore ... soo " wo fang down " le ... i chose to study

wu can help mi in my emaths ??!!!

ok ... lets tok vout today first , morning 630 wake up , go pray god tingy .... -.- .... then came bak hm , tuition emaths .... during tution ... i blur blur de ... damnit slow lor ... solve one Qs 5 min [Qs on chapt. 1 and 6 de] T-T .... feel like crying ... nvm ...after that , sat down beside mi sis and do emaths hmwk for tys ... hmm ... every Qs i can't get the ans !!!! aahhhhhh !!!! i nearly burst ... then at 3 i go watch TV , Kim Sam soon , till 5 ... continue to figure out emaths ...

5 till 6 ... still n progess ...-.- .... gave up , then i deco my " plans for 2006 " board ... came out quite nice de... haha ....

anyway !!! i found that i damnit weak at emaths now !!! ahhhh !!! all those simple Qs i oso dun noe !!! i die liao !!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!

wu can help mi in emaths ??? tutor me can T-T or study emaths with me !!!! ahhh !!!! i need help !!!! ..... hai ... now veri stress la -.- .... at first thought i can cope with emaths easliy soo nv touch it during holiday !!! ahhh !!!! now almost half of emaths mermory gone !!! missing !!!! not in my head !!!! ahhh !!!!!

hai ... wish me gd luk la hor !!! nv thought of getting good result for this class test le ... T-T .... hai ...



( -__________- ) .... no mood to simile le la .... T-T

hiie !!!! yeaterday no time for bloging ... soirrie ....

well , at sch ... not much , i love badminton ... but yesterday is the last session .... soo sad ...

T-T .... haha ...

anyway ++ during chinese yesterday , mr yip let us see the photos of his wedding .. . haha .... he soo " cute " ... i like the slide show ... the photos soo nice ... haha ....

blah... blah .... blah.... blah ......

then , at hm 0445 , michelle arrive first ... then cat and lingxuan came ... haha ... we played mahjong at my hse for rd 1 hour bah .... we all blur blur de haha ... then dun noe hw to take and count .. .soo anyhow play ... untill my aunt cum , she taugh us how to play ... we hav a great time .... haha ...

anyway , rd 0645 we walk to ms tay's hse !!! WALK !!! ... hahah ... i thought e will reach there in like 10 min and told them veri near onli .... then when we walk to the main rd , is like never ending .... haha ....
we reach rd 7 sumting bah ... ^

have fun at mstay hse ... her hse veri modern like look .... soo nice ..... anyway , we play MINI mahjong there and ate dinner ... ard 10 sumting then we all go hm cox ms tay say her lao guo cuming back ... soo we all left ...

can't believe it , we walk to my hse again -.- .... then when we reach , my ma playing " lami " with my aunts and cousin .... teen yee meng , lester , vincent and jon start playing ....

rui xiang then cum , mi , jz and him play 3 ppl mahjong ... haha .... then cums my cousin .... she join us ...

played mahjong till rd 21 sumting jz go hm then yeemeng , vincent and ruixiang do hmwk ... -.- .... soo guai lei ... haha ... anyway , we play sum mahjong and crad game ... the 2 am sumting mi cousin go sleep...

then they continue playing ...haha .... till rd 3 sumting i was like yawning liao ... haha .... then i go sleep ... told them to clean up the place before they left .... [well ... they did a gd job .. haha .. ]

then rd 5 or 6 sumting i got a msg frm yeemeng aand lester .... sya they left liao ... but then got barked by my dogs ... haha .... luki my maid help them .... haha .. .then the day ends .... haha ...

anyway ... tis morning , ms tay msg mi and ask bout lester why neva go bb -.- .... then i told her he said he not feeling well yesterday nite ... haha .... anway !!! i can bid with u he's still at hm sleeping !!!!


mi ma say mux study le .... soo ... i tink for u guys to cum and play can but not OVER NITE ... sorrie ...


^____________^ thx ms tay !!! i enjoyed go ur hse ....

ahh !!!! my clothes !!! okok ... bbb , i got to go hang up the clothes le !!! bb !!!

hiee !! today is 2nd feb which is = JayzZ bdae wor !!! no present for him ..... but sum 4e4'ains did gave him 16 whacks in the morning ... haha !!!

today chem lesson siao ahh !!! mrs whey like damnit angry ... -.- .... ok , first she call those wu has the POTENTIAL for A1 .... of course sum like huiyi and lester stood up la ... haha .... then nex she call those wu fail ... then i was like ... hmm .... its my turn to stand ... cox HONESTLY !!! i realli did not study , ok la .... study for the metal extraction part and alloy onli ... thats all i study !!! then when she called register 14 , then i thought she calling mi then suddenlyshe called over my register !! jumped to farfar de ... then i was like 0_0 ... why she didn't call mi???!!! then i pause for a while !!! ahhh !!!! v ( ^ - ^ ) v

Then i was like grabbing onto cat's arm !!! OMG !!! i pass !!!! ahh !!! then cat oso veri happy .. haha ...

ok ... i noe i over reacted .... anyway ... no offence k ... no offence .... (dora)


NEXT !!! today i suppose to go watch fearless de .... -.- ..... but ,my ma say canot .... she say wat : "tml got sch lei !!!" -.- ... walua !!! wat lame excuse !!!! then she say wat : "u dun be like ur sis like that hor !!! she herself oso say no time to study !!!" -.- .... ok ... at first i was veri the damnit angry ... but after tinking wat she say , she's right u noe .... i haven even start wk yet -.- ..... hai .... felt a little bit guilty now ... T-T ... haha ... i didn't regret not wathcing that movie ... sorry ma ....

'well ... cat call mi to tel her bout my chem , that i pass .... i told her : "tell her for wat !!!! she will onli say , 'soo bad , mus get higher MAH !!!' ... everytime bad bad bad !!! shit de lor !!!!"

THE PAST :

wel ... let me tell u bout the last tiem i told her wat results i get , my chemistry test for chapt 5 ... i remember i got full marks for that .... FULLMARKS NOE !!! 40/40 ... u noe , i was like damn happy ...

"ma !!1 i got full marks for chem lei !!!" then u noe wat she say ??!!!!

"Full marks ?? please la !!!s ee ur english !!! chemistry full marks oso no use la !!!"

that WAS THE veri last TIME i told her my result ... ok !!! i noe my english damnit bad lor !!! i noe !!! chem lei !!!! FULL MARKS LEI !!!! AT LEAST SAY A GOOD RITE ??? OR EVEN A 'KEEP IT UP' oso can !!!! why mus she say that ???!!!!! arghhhhh !!!!!

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^0^ anyway .... if got time i will try update daily de ^0^ .... gtg bb

Hiie .... !!! today walua !!1 damn tire man !!! -.- ..... emaths class .... ok la .. not much ... then here cums ENG !!! Z _ Z ..... sleep ahh !!! nearly can't open my eyes ... haha ....

now lsitening to ashlee simpson's sounds ... nice !!! ^___^

well ... everyting was fine today , after physic , mi and alison went chng pang to cut hair ... on the bus , 859 , saw my fren Liyi !!! and aizhi ... haha .... then she said hiee !! haha ... anyway .... reach there , find the shop sit down then cut hair .... haha ...

ok .... when i sit on the chair , i saw myself on the mirror -.- ....then i was like ..omg , my hair look OK after all ... then the auntie walk over ... then she ask hw i wan my hair too be ... then i say short short de , behind layer -.- .... hai ... neva mind la... after cuting , i lk at the mirror !!! omg !!! my hair soo dam short ... but ok la behind !!! haha ... nice ....

then alison's turn .... she say cut short but same pattern .... after cutting , her hair looks great !!! haha .... i tink tis is the lst time i see her in short hair ... haha .... but realli veri nice !! ^_~ *

anyway , went home made some changes on top of my head ... now it looks damnit weird ... regertted it ... haha .... anyway .... alsion kept saying she veri worry that ppl will call her mushroom head tml ... i stil tink that mine look more like one ... haha ...

anyway .... after reaching hm , get shower , now infront com ... later goin to eat steam boat le !!! ^___^

bb !!!